There's a saying ... Expect nothing and you won't be disappointed. I'm not sure who said it (maybe it was me?), but I have to remember this from time to time.
I've been disappointed a lot it seems lately. In others ... in myself.
Sometimes things just don't go the way you had hoped or planned. Sometimes friends and/or family let you down and don't follow through. Sometimes husbands have to work when they were supposed to have the day off. Sometimes kids get sick and that messes up your plans.
It sucks. But life goes on.
Unfortunately when someone lets you down, you tend to add another brick to the wall that is being built between you.
At times you wonder why you even bother.
That's where I am today.
Not a fun place to be but I'll get over it.